Am I crashing or am i flying?
Am I an ocean or a fleeting flame?
The air feels so cold and the ground so warm
The water so dry and the grass has been crying
I’m rooted to the sky and the moon is my soil
I’m falling from the ground, I’m so upside down
What am I?
Today i uploaded a youtube video reaching out to those of you who struggle with depression, anxiety, low self esteem, or eating disorders. I hope you get he chance to watch and I hope i help some of you out,Insha’Allah. Thank you and have a great day my beauties. 🙂
I can’t do it anymore
can’t feel my heart
can’t hear my screams
as my skin tears apart.
can’t taste the pills they shove down my throat
can’t find another place to go
I can’t say goodbye
can’t stop my hands
can’t stop the pain inside
I can’t live.
but i know not a single soul cares…
broken desire, shattered attire
wear that crown of thorns
glass tears and eyes of fire
times like these are in dire
need of fixing
come and help me
and broken everything
I tell you of my differences
that i am not what i seem
i wipe off all my makeup
and throw away my frilly things
cut my hair and put on a hood
oh my goodness, i feel so good.
you don’t like it, and i’m offending you?
you say this isn’t something i should choose.
you say i’ll never be the same
and i’m taking your “precious” daughter away.
you say “i’m losing you”
“You’re not my kid anymore”
you know, when i hit a certain age
i’m walking out that door
so i put on my makeup
and throw on a gown
you know that I will never be happy
but do you love your “precious” daughter now?
A fiery rage,
An outburst of pain,
Raging thoughts in your head,
And an urge to kill.
Your rage burns inside your soul,
Your desperation is surfacing,
Your insides burn and rip in pain,
And you just want to be heard.,
Depression comes and knocks on your door,
You wish you weren’t alive,
You make “memories” on your aching wrists,
And the scars never fade.
regret touches your lonely face,
And beats you in the head,
You throw your sanity off the edge,
And now inside, you’re dead.